�i had the most incredible weekend ever in my life. it was so indescribable i mean you had to be there to feel how it was . I am so glad that i actually went and that i actually made it there in time before the bus left but i feel like my life has really altered somehow. it may sound all corny but its true i was like completely lonely. i didnt know anyone . i only knew the Sisters, Dung, and co loan. and that was it but i made friends that i knew that i could always count on. i mean they didnt know me and i didnt know them. but they trusted and believed in me to tell me how they felt and i trusted them also. i have like never cried so much in my life . and co loan joked to me in the bus and was like "someone couldn't stop crying lastnite" and she was all *wink wink* haha. she like so awesome i know that i can always count on her. but i will always remember my babe francine[frannie] she was the very first friend i made there. we trusted each other to quide us things. and there was my family FEAR OF THE LORD without us everyone would be bord [TLC] haha. emilia and bryan were the best guide leader/parents . everything was just wonderful i just didnt want to leave i cried so much i just never felt so carefree and just seeing how much people cared about me and what they all saw in me. i will always cherish this weekend in my heart and will i never forget it.
anyways i want to say happy birthday to steven. sorry babe. i didnt know it was your birthday today. if i knew i would have made it special hehe. but yeah today all i did was daydream and reminisced about the retreat and yeah. everyone kept asking me how it was. and all i could say was that it was indescribable
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